Monday, January 31, 2005
congrates!
Congrates to some of my friends yang dah dapat keje. Well done. Keje elok². Namely, Mas (..kot?), Kabi and Kamal. Again, congrates!
Friday, January 28, 2005
hantu
Hm. After a while, finally...citer hantu.Some of my friends have had their shares of encountering personally with this so called entiti (where the hell did i get this word...ring a bell? Haha..) a.k.a hantu la. First one is a petite young gal who seems to get everybody's attention wherever she goes. Her name is Eva. So this is the extended story that was passed to a lot of people before it reached me. So as it went, this poor gal was sleeping on the couch in the living room of her apartment. It was late at nite and she was alone. What time, I couldn't recall. So as she was sleeping somehow she felt one of her hands was pushed away. So opening her eyes only revealed a figure of a woman sitting on one of her thighs! As told to me by the..like 100th person that heard about the story, the woman didn't seem to have a face, as she could recall it, she could only see her eyes. And she was chanting her name! That hantu was calling her real name la, not Eva. Sumting like a horrorily-melodic-tune kind of chanting. She just closed her eyes, and opened again only to find the hantu woman was still there. Then the woman stood up and walked away. But she walked on her side! Not like any normal being. Like a crab. On her side. The poor gal then ran into her room in disbelief and kept her mouth shut for the rest of the nite. So she told some of her friends and the rest is history.
The other one is Viknesh, who seems to have a problem with an Indian woman who haunts his apartment. And he is in the same block as mine. Hm. I haven't seen her. Anyway, this fella saw this Indian hantu like floating here and there in his apartment. She was floating in front of his room's door, to the left and right of the door, and this Viknesh was in the room! And as told to me, he did nothing. The other one, what was his name, also an Indian guy who lives in the apartment just next to mine. He saw, thru his toilet window, a figure of also, an Indian woman, passing thru the hallway (which happens to be my hallway too), most probably the same hantu la. Still, I haven't seen her, the hantu la I mean. Maybe later.
So to me, hantus somehow exist. How to explain it, is quite difficult. Anyhow, just accept it as part of our life and everything will be fine. So that's that. Stories about entities, so much that I've heard for now. Entiti or hantu.
Wednesday, January 26, 2005
bali
I'm going to Bali..yeh²..see ya!
Monday, January 24, 2005
move on
It's time to move on. Yup. As cocky as it sounds, still, life goes on. It's hard to keep up with the things in the past. That's why I never like taking photographs. Because it's meant to cherish the moments in the past and I just hate things in the past. I only believe in moving on. Why stop and wonder about things that have happened when you can think about a lot of things that are going to happen in the future. People say the past is the foundation of the future. I say bullshit! If they want to keep it like that, be my guest, I'm moving on. There will be one moment in your lifetime when you feel like you are just wasting your time to cherish the past. I am WAY over it! But there's one thing that I'll always bring along if I were to move on with my life. My friends. Not my latter years friends, but my old friends. My school-friends (I don't know if you were a studious-isolated-no-friends-geek during your school years, which I was not, so I have friends).No matter how I have moved on, still, the reunion with these guys always brings a pleasant moment. I guess because we have been friends since school, so we have deeper bond compared to my latter years friends. Now, these are the guys that potray 'A friend in need is a friend indeed'. They never made educational level as a border to stop us from hanging out together. Never used the stupid excuse, 'oi malu la' to not to do things. Not the 'control hensem' type. And what's more important, they respect each other. They don't provoke anybody in between them by showing like they are better than the rest. They are just cool. No matter how far I have moved on, I will always return to this circle. Because these are the best friends I'll ever have. These are the only true friends that I have ever had. So to move on, I'll keep my bonds to unnecessary friends short. Yup. Cocky isn't it? As how less you'd care about what I have said, I care lesser about what you think. 'Kalau kawan yang bagus, kawan sampai mati pon takpe, kalau kawan yang celaka, perasan bagus, buang lombong lagi baik! Kalau bagus betol takpe, ni tak seberapa, dah la muka burok...nak perasan bagus, tengok cermin la oi!' . So come on la. Move on with your life so that I can, with mine. Arigato.
Thursday, January 20, 2005
Accidentally In Love

So she said what's the problem baby,
What's the problem I don't know,
Well maybe I'm in love (love),
Think about it every time,
I think about it,
Can't stop thinking 'bout it..
How much longer will it take to cure this,
Just to cure it cause I can't ignore it if it's love (love),
Makes me wanna turn around and face me but I don't know nothing 'bout love..
Come on, come on,
Turn a little faster,
Come on, come on,
The world will follow after,
Come on, come on,
Because everybody's after love..
So I said I'm a snowball running,
Running down into the spring that's coming ,
All this love melting under blue skies,
Belting out sunlight,
Shimmering love..
Well baby I surrender,
To the strawberry ice cream,
Never ever end of all this love,
Well I didn't mean to do it,
But there's no escaping your love..
These lines of lightning,
Mean we're never alone,
Never alone, no, no..
Come on, Come on,
Move a little closer,
Come on, Come on,
I want to hear you whisper,
Come on, Come on,
Settle down inside my love..
Come on, come on,
Jump a little higher,
Come on, come on,
If you feel a little lighter,
Come on, come on,
We were once,
Upon a time in love..
We're accidentally in love..
Accidentally in love..
Accidentally in love..
Accidentally in love..
Accidentally in love..
Accidentally in love..
Accidentally in love..
Accidentally in love..
Accidentally,
I'm In Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
Accidentally..
I'm In Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
Accidentally..
Come on, come on,
Spin a little tighter,
Come on, come on,
And the world's a little brighter,
Come on, come on,
Just get yourself inside her ..
Love... I'm in love..
Some matters are just outta our hands and they happened when we least expected of them.We didn't hope for it, just it happened, accidentally.
Tuesday, January 18, 2005
ok'ek = kongkek = fuck
A conversation happened the other day. Between Azrin and Azreen.
Azreen : I tak la tengok porn². Tapi scene sket² lam movie..hentam je tengok.
Azrin : Scene sket²? Scene ape sket²?
Azreen : Alah, scene yang tu la...
Azrin : Scene yang tu la ape?
Azreen : Scene yang ok'ek tu.
Azrin : What? Scene yang what? What's ok'ek?
Azreen : Ok'ek is the word used by Penangites to say...that la.
Azrin : Penangites to say what?
Azreen : That thing la...ok'ek..
Azrin : Kongkek?
Azreen : Uik. What's kongkek?
Azrin : Fuck.
Azreen : Yup. That's it!
Azrin : Hm? So ok'ek is kongkek which is fuck?
Azreen : Yuh. Correct.
Azrin : So what's the difference of saying ok'ek or kongkek or fuck?
Azreen : No difference, they are all the same.
Azrin : Then, why say ok'ek?
Azreen : Dunno. Segan. Hahahahahaa....
Azreen. Always the funnier and preferred 'Az-Ryn'. Hahaha.
Monday, January 17, 2005
how
"How To Make Friends and Keep Them" . Geeee...what a topic.How am I supposed to do this? Hm. That was the ASS presentation topic, for my group. Do we really need to know? How to make friends...how to keep them? Come to think of it, I never realize it that we have to keep our friends. Yuh la, the relationship I mean. At first i was like, "Friends smhfriends.....duh!" On second thought, the topic might sound very general and broad, but the idea of it can be quite interesting. I'll figure it out later on, how to summarize the whole topic.Coz, if I were to surf the net with that topic..wuiyooo....so many...so might as well I just use my own intellligence. Huh! As far as my pathetic knowledge of making friends goes, I think I can manage la..
Someone gave me a leaflet. "The Ancient Seek The Wise Man for Answers. Today Let Us Show You The Answer To Success." Hm. At the bottom of it, there's "No building can stand without foundation. Pyramid cannot be built from the top to down" So amazed of the leaflet, I asked that fella, the guy who handed me the leaflet.
Y: Eh, pyramids cannot be built meh? From top to down?
F: Yuh la. Cannot maa..
Y: Eh how you know?
F: Mesti punya maaa..cannot. Must build bottom first.
Y: Who built pyramids? Egyptians aaa?
F: Dunno. They cannot say who built it.
Y: Then how you know the built the bottom first?
F: ???
Y: If aliens built it...haaa...they might start from bottom first..aliens maaa..
F: Hmmm....( staring at the ceiling)
Y: So how?
F: Eh you want to join or not, if don't want, don't ask so much la...haiyaa
Y:You answer, I join.
F: Cannot la that way.
Y: Bye!
F: Fuck you!
Y: Yuh, fuck you too...mwwahhh!
See. Some people are just not polite, rite? I asked it politely. If you didn't know, just admit la. Why the marah² wann? Then, am I supposed to be polite too? This attitude? So stupidly rude. Bodoh sombong.ME, polite? How?
Monday, January 10, 2005
no update
read the topic.duh!
Tuesday, January 04, 2005
fallen

Malaysia lost last nite. 4-1. I'm even suprised that any of my friends hasn't comment on this. Not even the football-freak, Zul. Maybe all of them are disappointed. Truly, I am also. Being there, in the stadium watching the team lost was so irritating. Imagine that Malaysia's fans got hold of almost 3/4 of the seats. The rest were Indonesia's And we lost. Despite the tsunami disaster that splashed the Indonesia land, their determination to march into the final was not even tilted. The players of Indonesia showed a game that the tempo which struck the Malaysia's players was almost as equal as the tsunami attack. Fast and deterring. Malaysia's confidence had fallen. And the whole game had fallen into the Indonesia's and in the span of 10 mins, 3 goals. And left me and my friends gasped. Started with that Kurniawan Dwi Yulianto who was brought in a few mins after the 2nd half started. We booed at him when he was warming up before entering the match. And the boos got louder as he entered the field. It backfired to us as he scored the equalizer. Also being distracted by the quarrel between fans of both sides, we forgot to watch the match and support the team. To cheer and boost their motivation. And they lost it right before our eyes.
Actually the quarrel started because some stupid Malaysia's fans were experimenting with the rule of gravity. Some of them who were seating just at the upper level of the Indonesia's fans, lit up a mercun papan and just let it go, to see how the force of gravity would pull it. It was dropping to the lower level, where the Indonesia's fans were seating. And thru mid-drop...kabbbooommm!! Followed by bottles being missiled from the lower level upwards. But the trajectories were miscalculated, went a little bit slanting, eventually had fallen onto the Malaysia's fans on the same level only a few metres away from them. See? And then, semua gaduh. It took 15 mins for the FRU to get there, enough for some punchings and kickings. Unluckily, I was seated quite far. If I knew we were going to lose, I'd definitely make my way there and a punch or two might have fallen on some of them. Maybe 4. 4 punches per 1 Indonesian. Just to get even.
3-5 on aggregate. Anyhow, the cup is now very much said to have fallen into the winner-of-last-nite-match's hands, (which should have been..us..). Still, I'm proud of the Malaysia team. They lost maybe, but they were the ones who were on the field last nite. Give some credits to them, eventhough they lost, they should still be able to walk with their chins being held up high. And we shouldn't feel ashamed of them. They tried, and lost. They were heroes. Last nite they were also heroes. Heroes still, only fallen.
Monday, January 03, 2005
lovely
. Monday blues. As always. I hate Mondays. Anyway I was greeted by a lovely lady this morning with a lovely hair style, wearing a lovely blue baju kurung and the day should have been lovely. I wish. I skipped another class of ASS for today. Yuh, you heard me, ASS. Academic Study Skill. Study got skill also meh? Well, it is not a lovely class, also no lovely chicas there..so why I'm even bothered to attend? That's why I'm here. Typing this. Not a lovely sight though. The room is busy and crowded.
Any resolution? Yuh. Finish the last year's resolutions. Anyhow, happy new year to all. Basically this is the first post for this year. Let us see, how far I can take this blogging thingy to. Hm. It must have been a lovely moment to some, celebrating the new year. To some, only one word, 'tsunami'. So to those who have been celebrating, wish those people as well la. Some people are not as lucky as we are. But that got me thinking, tsunami + arrival of a new year = not a lovely thought. Anyway, we'll soon find out what 2005 has in store for all of us. Azreen was hoping to find out. She's relieved that 2004 is finally over. No blaming her la, 2004 hasn't been her loveliest odyssey of her lifetime. Good luck Cookie...
My day on the other hand, is vice-versa. Minutes after being greeted by the lovely lady on a Monday morning (..that didn't happen every week..wow.) then I saw another lovely girl. This girl has an awesome hair-colour do that makes she looks aa..lovely? Haha..She looks funky. And that was the 5th time I saw her since I'm in the campus..How long already? 2 months. 5th time in 2 months. I should be seeing more of her this week...hopefully. To some who do not understand, just keep on reading this fuckin' post, to those who know me really well, you know la kan..me and hair..haha..hers sends shivers to my soul, get me?
Enuff already. One thought to share. What's with ex-es? I got this one fellow who is trying so hard to get back to his ex. And at the same time, that girl is trying to win her ex's-before-her-last-ex heart back. And that ex is actually the cousin to her last ex. Now, that's disturbing. Not a lovely relationship. Another scenario is about another girl who is now mad with her boy because he accidentally sms-ed her by sending an sms that was meant for his ex. And the quarrel followed soon revealed how he has been sms-ing his ex. And how the girl has been sms-ing her ex! Well, that's something I'd call..fair. Haha. So much for ex-es. Why is it so hard for some people to understand that a lovelily-built relationship doesn't just fade away? I'll take time. So if you are with someone and having the same problem, this is the perfect time to implement your 'until the time is thru' oath. Yuh la, if you can stay even until the time is thru, why can't you just wait for the poor fellow to get over his past relationship? Duh!
Anyway, I'm going to the stadium tonite. Zul's Malaysia perlukan anda has got into me. So, I'm going. Hopefully it'll be a lovely match with a lovely result to match. Today is Monday. Hopefully the players are not at all affected with the monday-blues-sickness. They better not because I'm going to the stadium! This Monday has been gloomy. But, I am keeping in mind, Jen's, "Sometimes life can hit you hard. But sometimes something comes along and makes it all worthwhile." so I'm hoping for that. And it should also be something that's...lovely!