Wednesday, October 06, 2004
Azreen
A tribute to one of my oldest friends, Azreen.
As if it happened only yesterday,
when you packed your bags and walked away,
there wasn't much for me to say,
I wished you didn't leave and with me you would stay..
Maybe you forgot what I said the other day,
that I'm here, with you, only to stay,
now it all seems like light years away,
when you took your heart and turned away..
You know I can't live without you,
you know nothing else matters but you,
if you only knew what I'm going through
I can't even breathe without thinking of you..
How I wished you'd come back to me,
we could work it out rather than let it be,
what more could I do to make you see,
that you and I are really meant to be?
Hear me now and hear me this,
I don't want to live upholding the memories,
without you, I wouldn't be at any peace,
so please come back to me, come back please..
I miss the time we spent together,
if you said you don't, then you are a liar,
I'll be only here if you need me ever,
take as much time as you need dear...
For as I am here, truly, yours forever!
What?Of course I am not addressing this to her.I was only writing it on her behalf.Been there,done that.So I know the feeling as well.This good friend of mine,broke off with her boy a few months ago.The 2-years-beautifully-earned relationship just went *poof*.It's not you Azreen, it's him(hahaha..sounds familiar??).It's not her that I'm worried about.It's her boy.Or should I say her ex-boy, that I'm worried about.I doubt that he would ever be able to replace her with anyone.Or anything.She is smart,sensitive,cool,'grunge' and the list seems to go on and on.So to the boy, you don't know what you are missing here.So regroup dude!Rethink or do something,before she takes off!And to Azreen, I don't need to say anything, you know your stuff anyway...
So yesterday was boring.Nothing happened.Hopefully today would bring something less ordinary.Well, funny isn't it.I haven't cursed.Fuck!There.I'm up to something.Hmm..I still don't know what it is but I'll figure it out..somehow(yeah,right..).It should be something about photography.Something to upload in here.Anyway,there's a hectic week ahead.Not just me,but almost all the members of the Genting Clan.Biasa la, hujung sem....the phrase of the week.Damn.It's getting nearer and nearer.Would I be ready then...how should I know, it hasn't arrived yet.Believe me,when it has, I'll know and eventually, you'll know as well...whatever...
Oh, I read a book earlier on by Tony Buzan.The famous founder of the Mind Map.The mind-mapping technique?Never heard of him..?So what, like I care..anyway I'm too sleepy to even write the title of the book.But he got some good points,though.Maybe some other time.I should be sleeping..huargghhh..
